Wednesday, December 3, 2008

May kras ako!



Akala ko di ko na cya makikita. It’s been a month ago since I last caught a glimpse of her.

Nakita ko cya kanina. Papunta akong grocery (I saw her once inside buying some food for lunch). I didn’t notice her at first since I didn’t expect to see her kanina. Pero God knows, during the month long hiatus, I missed her.

Tumaba siya (tinignan ko cya after nya lumagpas saken, torpe, indeed!)at lalong dumami yung pimples nya (siguro dahil sa kakaisip saken (asa pa ako) but nonetheless, cute and pretty as ever. Kumabog yung dibdib ko, feeling ko kanina 16 year old ako at first time ko mag ka crush. Di ko alam kung ano gagawin ko. Nakita nya ako kasi nakita ko cya binaba yung shades nya to confirm that it was me (I guess she missed me too, asa ulit).

Pero dahil sa katorpehan ko, I just let her passed by. I should have said “Hi!, Long time no see!”. I should have smiled. I should have taken the chance to know her name atleast. I should have flirted. But I didn’t. I was so numb and tanga to let the moment passed by with nothing happening in between. Sobrang tanga.Grrrr. Sayang. Regrets!

But I’m happy to see her anyhow. I really am, nai blog ko nga ng di oras sa sobrang saya.

Its official and confirmed, crush ko talaga cya and I’m close to falling in love, hehehe. Not yet. Crush lang muna. Whoever she is.

8 comments:

desperateblogger said...

torpe nga...

pupunta ka ba sa lantern parade? gusto ko sana sa oblation run kaya lang tanghaling tapat e.. masisira kutis ko.

domjullian said...

Mom,

Hindi pa po sure kung aabot ako sa Lantern Parade. May importatnteng lakad po kasi ako pero kung makakahabol pupunta po ako. Andun po ako sa Ms. Engineering for sure.

Dati nanonood ako ng Oblation Run, mga 8 times ko rin nakita yun.

Rio said...

sayang,sana nag hi ka sa kanya...
kinikilig naman ako nung nabasa ko ang entry na ito..

domjullian said...

Hi Doc Rio (wow close!), dentist ka pala. Sobrang torpe.Kainis nga e. Nagulat kasi ako, few steps na lang nasa harap ko na. I didn't know what to do. Pero nagka eye to eye contact naman kami kahit naka shades cya. Nakayuko kasi ako minsan pag naglalakad.Kainis talaga.

desperateblogger said...

bahala na kung makapunta. ayaw akong papuntahin anak kong lalaki eh. siguro hassle ako sa diskarte nya par andun ako. pero i'll try to watch the lantern parade for ethan's sake.

next time makita mo yon crush mo, kunwari banggaun mo tapos sabay hirit "ay sorry" bago titigan mo at kunway nagulat na "teka, di ba ikaw si .... lallallala...." style bulok =)

domjullian said...

Mom,

I wish I could do that kaso baka bigla akong masampal.Minus pogi (kahit hindi) points yun.

Para akong tanga. Ang tanda ko na pero sobrang childish pa rin ng utak ko when it comes to those things. Looking back, I wasn't as torpe as now.

OffT: I'm sure Ethan will enjoy the lanterns (minus the protests). I always bring my son as well sa Lantern Parade. He'll be there with my dad and mom. I'll try to be there otherwise it'll be my first time to miss it since 1993 (my entry year in college).

Ederic said...

Nakikiraan lang po para amg-Yiheee! :p

Napag-uusapan na rin lang ang Lantern Parade at Oblation Run, nitong mga nakalipas na taon ay di ako makapunta sa UP para dyan dahil sa work ko.

Ngayon naman, pwede na sana, kaso di pa rin. Work pa rin ang dahilan, pero at least, bagong trabaho na. :p

domjullian said...

Hi Ederic! Sayang! Hehehe. I'm also not sure if I can make it kasi my importanteng bagay akong aasikasuhin but I hope I can.

There are series of activities lined up.Baka kahit isa may mapuntahan ka. Salamat sa pag bisita